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Relationship”ically” Speaking…
This is not the once so called Demagogue column. This is just a rundown of my thoughts and emotions throughout my completely boring and overdramatically unfulfilled life.
Today, sucked. Sometimes i wish i was a 12-year old boy again, not worrying of anything else but my food and studies. But, i can’t. For the nth time my and “you know who” have been on and off. It’s soo damn hard to let go, When i let go, she forces herself into my life, and vice versa. Don’t know what to do anymore, it’s becoming a cycle. Because of that cycle, I’ve left home last week, and just yesterday (after 6 days) i came back. My mom cried when she saw me step into her room. Haai. All the drama. I don’t expect anyone to react or read this, i just want to share my feelings. It’s nostalgia in its utmost level. I’m weak, i’m really seriously desperate, i can’t find myself being used to my life before. When i mean life before, i mean “single.” Ugh. It’s annoying..
This happened last two weeks or so with Angel, once me and zielah broke up, i went and tried my luck.. but, after going through the maze of “mess”, me and zielah found our way back together. But now, we’re fighting again. All about the past. Haai. So hard to stay strong and stable…
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i stepped into quicksand on our fieldwork in baguio.. good thing my friend pulled me out asap.. look at my shoes, it’s disgusting..
ugh… sometimes i hate geology..
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getting harder..
my head’s seriously going to explode.. got the layout to do, my surveying freakin’ report (two of them actually), my stupid geology exam, and of course the fact that my entire family hates the idea that i have something called a “love” freakin’ life.. uugghhh. life’s so unfair..
if i had one wish, it wouldn’t be a perfect life or excellent grades, it’d be for my freakin’ family to UNDERSTAND me.. having a love life calms me down (well, sometimes it has the opposite effect), but most of the time it does. she makes me breathe.. like when i have so many things to do, she steps up and helps me.. i don’t know, i just can’t imagine life without her.. it’ll suck for sure…
haai.. 2:17 AM… am not goin to sleep today…
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A Bit out of Focus
Here’s the thing right…
in a world full of people,
i love myself.. =P
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OUR 2ND YEAR ANNIVERSARY
MAY 23, 2010.
Me and My Baby.
Loving you… always, and forever.
Pizza Hut, Director’s Club, Figgaro, Ice Skating.
Somewhere so special. Something’s different.
kahit saan, basta gusto ko ikaw ang FIRST TIME ko sa lahat ng pupuntahan ko...
“You’re not one in a million… You are my one and only and one in that billions of people”
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"You are not my chosen one, you are not my love. Do you know what you are? Well, you are nothing. You are not a part of my world, not a part of my history nor a part of my present or future. Then why do I choose to love you? Why do I choose to be with you? It’s simple actually. I choose to love you, i choose to be with you, not simply because i want to , i have to or just because I do, but because I was born to."
- Clement Christian A. Fajardo -
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hi hello hi hello
I LOVE LOVE LOVE MY BABY
SO SO SO MUCH
VERY MUCH
TNB people, sa sunday huh?? i mean, overnight hanggang sunday..
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"Emotions = Distractions"
- Juriz Loyola -
"Sometimes you have die in order to live again."
- Clement Christian A. Fajardo -
moments in my life..
